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Fall Semester 2008: Research and Scholarship Ethics - M 2:00-3:40p Advanced Topics in Molecular Biology - MW 4:30-5:45p Advanced Biochemistry, Cell, and Molecular Biology - TR 9:30-10:45a, F 9:00-9:50a Physiology of Human Systems - TR 2:00-3:50p Colloquium in Molecular Biology Research - R 4:00-4:50p Old Journal Entries
Or rather, entries from the old journal, as it were... - An open letter to the College. (August 27, 2006) - Untitled. (July 16, 2006) - Haunted (Part One) (May 29, 2006) - Are we growing up, or just going down? (May 3, 2006) - I had a dream... (March 19, 2006) - ... (March 14, 2006) - Enjoy it while it lasts. (September 12, 2005) - Scene: 3:27 AM. (September 3, 2005) - Untitled. (July 26, 2005) Psst... if you're looking for the academic writings I used to have here, head to my Reading Room. Blockbuster Total-Access DVDs
Week of 6/30/08: - Tokyo monogatari [Tokyo Story] (1953) Week of 6/16/08: - Akira (1988) - Habuah [The Bubble] (2006) Week of 6/9/08: - Prime Suspect 4, including: - The Lost Child (1995) - Inner Circles (1995) - Scent of Darkness (1995) Week of 5/26/08: - Like Minds [USA: Murderous Intent] (2006) Week of 5/5/08: - La Strada (1954) - Black Orpheus (1959) - Le Notti di Cabiria [Nights of Cabiria] (1957) Week of 4/7/08: - Cleo de cinq a sept [Cleo from 5 to 7] (1962) - Det Sjunde Inseglet [The Seventh Seal] (1957) Week of 3/24/08: - Prime Suspect 3 (1994) Week of 3/17/08: - Funny Face (1957) - Lalechet Al Ha'mayim [Walk on Water] (2004) - Charade (1963) Week of 3/10/08: - Yossi & Jagger (2002) - Mists of Avalon (2001) - Blow Up (1966) The *New* Reading List
Since June 2006... - - - - - - - - - - - - - The Dead Emcee Scrolls by Saul Williams [61.3%] - - Junk Science: An Overdue Indictment of Government, Industry, and Faith Groups that Twist Science for Their Own Gain by Dan Agin, Ph.D. [64.4%] - - - - - - - - 1984 by George Orwell [18.8%] | Thoughtful. Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 9:34 am So these last few days have been hard on me. I still wanted to get something for my dad for Father's Day, so I went to his favorite bakery and ordered a small cake that we as a family could enjoy together. Today, I told my mom I had to pick up the cake. She said, quite point-blank, "You should have gotten him a shirt. He loves shirts. It's always you, you, you. You always think about yourself." Fucking, what? Look, if I had time to go out and buy a fucking shirt from Macy's I would have. But when in the last few days would I have had time to do that? At least I got him SOMETHING, and even if I DIDN'T get him anything, why does that necessarily imply that I love him any less, or that I'm acting selfishly and thinking of myself? Also, I thought it would be nice to sit down and enjoy the cake together as a family. I guess I'm only thinking about myself when I want to create some meaningful family time. Geez, I'm so fucking sorry. I'm sorry for acting selfishly. Sometimes, I don't know why I even bother to even THINK about doing something nice because it only invites criticism. If you want to REALLY see what selfish is, keep alienating me and see what happens when I can't make the flight home to visit you in the hospital when you're old and dying... Except I can't do that. I'm not equipped to do that. I'm not that cruel. I'm not capable of exhibiting that level of selfishness. And that's why it hurts so much when she says stuff like that. I mean, I will be the first to admit that I'm not an entirely selfless person, but on a list of my personality traits, I don't think "selfish" would even rank. Waking up was the worst idea I have ever had. 3 Comments. gosh! what's wrong with eating cake? what's wrong with getting cake for your dad? parents are weird! » Nuttz on 2008-06-15 10:18:12 I remember you bringing up some time ago about how you were never good enough for you parents, or something in a similar vein. This almost seems like its built-up resentment that you were never "good enough" for their crazy standards. I say "they" because it's more general...but does is your dad like this too? I'm sure he had nothing bad to say about his cake *knock on wood* » The-Muffin-Man on 2008-06-16 03:08:08 that is why i dislike people criticizing my presents to them because everytime i go present hunting ... i take into account the advantages before buying them. and i don't take one day or few hours to think but more than one week and sometimes months. » renaye on 2008-06-16 10:57:38
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